Monday, August 08, 2005

Very Stressed!

I have never written posted a blog before or even read one. I just need to vent so here goes. I am a 41 year old sinlge mother of a 4 year old beautiful little boy. I am writing because I don't really have anyone to talk to about how I feel. I do have friends who have children but they are in different situations. I am writing this blog because I am just at my wits end. I quit an awful job about two weeks ago. Took a lot of nerve to do it because I am the sole support for my son and I feel really irresponsible because I quit. I am freelancing now. I am going a little nuts because I feel so alone. My son pounces on me the minute I wal in the door and does not stop until he goes to sleep. I feel so helpless because I can't get him to stop no matter what I do. I had to move back in with my mother. I really miss my own home. I really need help. I don't know what to do or how to do it. I never thought being a single mom would be this hard. I feel emotionall drained. My spirit is low and I feel like nothing is ever going to get any better no matter how hard I work or how hard I try.